Joys And Sorrows

1boredcanadian · Post by **1boredcanadian** » Sun Oct 16, 2011 11:09 pm

Sorrow: I watched this live when it happened. Indianapolis 500 winner Dan Wheldon died Sunday at Las Vegas Motor Speedway after his car became ensnarled in a fiery 15-car pileup, flew over another vehicle and landed in a catch fence just outside turn 2.

http://news.ca.msn.com/top-stories/indy ... s-in-crash

Joy: I may buy Forza 4.

Mild annoyance: There is a mosquito in my room and I can't catch him.

Post by **Sleet** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 12:49 am

Joy: the Cardinals make it to the World Series!

Seth · Post by **Seth** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 12:51 am

Sleet wrote:Joy: the Cardinals make it to the World Series!

I'm rooting for them purely out of spite for the rangers!!!!!!!!!!

Joy:Almost ready to go print off my paper I've been working on this weekend
sorrow:Class is in 4 hrs and I haven't slept, I have a russian test to study for tonight, and a 6:30 am shift tomorrow

Bring on them redbulls!!!!!!!

zeldakeeper · Post by **zeldakeeper** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 2:03 pm

Sorrow: I'm certain that I can't feel any lower or more worthless then I do now

Sorrow: Something terrible happened to a friend of mine and I feel so guilty even though it had nothing to do with me.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 2:26 pm

zeldakeeper wrote:Sorrow: I'm certain that I can't feel any lower or more worthless then I do now

Sorrow: Something terrible happened to a friend of mine and I feel so guilty even though it had nothing to do with me.

*hugs* Don't worry, if it wasn't your fault, then you shouldn't feel guilty. Just pray for your friend, and let them know you're going to be there for them. And you're not worthless. Not at all. I'll pray for you and your friend, and I suggest you do the same.

Seth · Post by **Seth** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 4:49 pm

zeldakeeper wrote:Sorrow: I'm certain that I can't feel any lower or more worthless then I do now

Sorrow: Something terrible happened to a friend of mine and I feel so guilty even though it had nothing to do with me.

Cheer up, it'll get better!!

KalloonWhite · Post by **KalloonWhite** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 9:13 pm

Joy: I just bought a pair of glasses I don't even need for $90!

yehoshua · Post by **yehoshua** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 9:25 pm

Sorrow: Whitewhine reminds me of my terrible economic situation. Why can't I complain like them?!?!

Joy: listening to Smile Like you Mean it and smiling as if I meant it.

Russiarules1 · Post by **Russiarules1** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 9:37 pm

JOY!-
I had a LOT of fun with my friends last weekend! Man, I needed that.

Sorrow-
No Internet for a couple of days (Not a big deal... almost)
It`s kinda of a big deal because this week I am full of homework. GODDANGIT!

Joy-
Internet cafe`s.

DismayWolf · Post by **DismayWolf** » Mon Oct 17, 2011 11:26 pm

Joy: My friend, might become something more

Seth · Post by **Seth** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 12:20 pm

joy
aced my russian test today!!!!!

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:05 pm

Sorrow: I just now had a horribly demonic experience and I am crying out of fear. My computer screen flashed and then the same face that always torments me in my night terrors popped up. It was so horrifying, I need to go. It was so scary I'm actually crying right now. I've never been so scared in my life, this face always torments me in my night terrors, and now I'm seeing it while I'm awake holy crap. I am shaking so badly right now, I'm crying, and I don't know what to do dear God help me!!! THIS IS NOT A JOKE, I AM LITERALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW, HOLY CRAP!!!

Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:12 pm

Mettlebird wrote:Sorrow: I just now had a horribly demonic experience and I am crying out of fear. My computer screen flashed and then the same face that always torments me in my night terrors popped up. It was so horrifying, I need to go. It was so scary I'm actually crying right now. I've never been so scared in my life, this face always torments me in my night terrors, and now I'm seeing it while I'm awake holy crap. I am shaking so badly right now, I'm crying, and I don't know what to do dear God help me!!! THIS IS NOT A JOKE, I AM LITERALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW, HOLY CRAP!!!

that... that sounds like a serious problem. did this really happen and it was a coincidence that it was the same face? is someone messing with you? or are you seeing things, because that could be a sign of a serious mental health issue. or maybe you're sleep deprived or maybe you're taking medications that are reacting badly.
no matter what, this seems like a serious issue. you should probably figure out what's going on.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:18 pm

RandomGeekNamedBrent wrote:
Mettlebird wrote:Sorrow: I just now had a horribly demonic experience and I am crying out of fear. My computer screen flashed and then the same face that always torments me in my night terrors popped up. It was so horrifying, I need to go. It was so scary I'm actually crying right now. I've never been so scared in my life, this face always torments me in my night terrors, and now I'm seeing it while I'm awake holy crap. I am shaking so badly right now, I'm crying, and I don't know what to do dear God help me!!! THIS IS NOT A JOKE, I AM LITERALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW, HOLY CRAP!!!
that... that sounds like a serious problem. did this really happen and it was a coincidence that it was the same face? is someone messing with you? or are you seeing things, because that could be a sign of a serious mental health issue. or maybe you're sleep deprived or maybe you're taking medications that are reacting badly.
no matter what, this seems like a serious issue. you should probably figure out what's going on.

No, I've had a problem with demons for a while (I'm souding crazy, but i'm not!!) whenever I'm home alone, tehre is a HUGE bang on my house, and I see a shadow standing in the little grove behind my house! It's real, my animals ALL go freaking psycho when it happens, my birds go nuts in the cage, my cats hiss and fluff up!!! Now I started to hear whisperes in my ear at night saying my name, and my cat fluffs up and runs away when it happens! I hear footsteps at night, and my parents tell me to quit pacing the hallway!!! Now that face.. it's harassing me while i'm awake. I am shalking so badly I can hardly type, and i am crying uncontrollably. I've never been so scared in my life, holy crap...

Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:28 pm

demons, eh? that's an even bigger problem. especially when other people don't believe the only one who knows what's going on. then you can't get an exorcist.

in case it wasn't obvious, that was not a joke. I believe in demons and ghosts and the like. every show about haunted houses has that one person who is loke "it's not ghosts. ghosts aren't real" until the problem is too great to ignore. those people are jerks.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:34 pm

They-they won't leave me alone! My mom chooses not to believe me, she says it's because I'm letting it happen! OH YES, I'M SIMPLY LOVING THIS SHEER TERROR! I have nowhere to turn, my mom says that it's me, not the house, and i know that! It doesn't happen to anyone else, yet when it happens to me, it effects other people! So I know I'm not crazy! Others are seeing the effects, or hearing the footsteps, my cats and birds totally spas out when the banging happens on my house, and my cat runs away all fluffed up when the whispering happens! My stepdad doesn't believe me, he thinks I'm being an attention hog! I can't tell people at school, they'll think I'm nuts! Where do I have to go? If I go and tell someone at church, they'll come to do an exorcism, but my parents won't let them!!! I'm stuck with this, and I'm scared for my life! It's getting worse and worse! I'm afraid that they'll start hurting me! They already shake my mattress as I'm about to fall asleep on occasion, so they can affect me physically! I'm scared out of my mind, because I know it's not in my head! I don't know what to do! I'm going to end up going crazy if this doesn't stop!!! *cries uncontrollably out of terror*

Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:49 pm

Mettlebird wrote:They already shake my mattress as I'm about to fall asleep on occasion, so they can affect me physically!

well the rest of it seems terrible, but that one may just be one of those sensory hallucinations that happens as you drift off to sleep.

but yes, it seems like you're in quite the pickle. my best suggestion is to see if the church can do an exorcism on just you and not the house and see if it helps.
also, never watch Paranormal Activity. it will just make your terror worse.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:05 pm

RandomGeekNamedBrent wrote: Paranormal Activity.

THAT'S WHAT GOT ME INTO THIS MESS. EVER SINCE I WATCHED THAT MOVIE THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING.

Tiggy · Post by **Tiggy** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:07 pm

No offense, you might just be paranoid. Take some time for yourself, and think, I could almost say you probably not have anything to worry about, to be scared of but then again, I'm not experiencing this.

Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:09 pm

I knew it sounded familiar.

It may in fact be demons, it's a very distinct possibility, but seeing as how it started after you saw that movie, it's just as likely that you could be overreacting to some things and imagining others.

or you could have a brain problem that's messing with your perception. that's also possible. (may want to see if that's the problem, because it would be a pretty big health issue.)

whatever it is, I hope you get through it harm free.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:17 pm

I just recently went through a battery of neurological tests, and they found that I have a very severe panic disorder, but nothing that would cause hallucinations. (And for some reason, some of what I'm posting is getting deleted... Am I doing something wrong? I don't get any warnings or anything, they just disappear!)

Post by **Dissension** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:47 pm

I don't see any indication that your posts have been deleted or edited.

Tiggy · Post by **Tiggy** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 4:51 pm

Mettlebird wrote:I just recently went through a battery of neurological tests, and they found that I have a very severe panic disorder, but nothing that would cause hallucinations. (And for some reason, some of what I'm posting is getting deleted... Am I doing something wrong? I don't get any warnings or anything, they just disappear!)

Well, I would suggest staying away from horror/scary movies for a while, and anything that might associate with this demon fellow thing, take it easy for a while!

Seth · Post by **Seth** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 7:04 pm

Mettlebird wrote:I just recently went through a battery of neurological tests, and they found that I have a very severe panic disorder, but nothing that would cause hallucinations. (And for some reason, some of what I'm posting is getting deleted... Am I doing something wrong? I don't get any warnings or anything, they just disappear!)

not to be rude, but that could be leading to you imagining things
whatever it is I wish you the best of luck

Joy:randomly got asked by a friend if I wanted to see deadmau5 thursday
so uh
that's where I'll be thursday night

Tattorack · Post by **Tattorack** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 7:54 pm

Sorrow:
I have a Mac os x Tiger (by now very old) with rainbow lines invading the right side of
the screen, no working cd drive, broken graphics card and broken iSight cam.
Also, other people can make comics with digital equipment I can't afford...

yehoshua · Post by **yehoshua** » Tue Oct 18, 2011 9:38 pm

Sorrow: Reading Mettle's sorrows scared me

zeldakeeper · Post by **zeldakeeper** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 1:44 am

@Mettle

That's pretty weird...I have a friend who's pretty good with stuff like this I'll see what he can do. I'm not sure if I believe in ghosts .-. Some of the stories I hear are a load of crap like "crazy ladies in white" oh uh huh sure.

Alex · Post by **Alex** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 2:37 am

@Mettlebird - I'm really sorry that you are so scared recently. Because too much fear can lead to big health issues.
However, you say that you had these troubles ever since you saw that movie. It is most likely that that's the reason why all the things have happened to you - you're scared, paranoid, your subconsciousness is creating all those hallucinations. But when you think about it, are they really hallucinations? You say your cat hisses when you hear whispering. Are you sure it's not the other way around? Maybe you hear "whispering" because your cat hisses, which would be an illusion caused by paranoia. You hear hissing, misinterpret it as whispering, and then you see your cat acting weird. And no, you can't know for sure if you're right, or if I'm right. The brain is a weird thing, and you just can't be sure, even if the whispering came 10 minutes before the hissing. And that face on your screen - I'm pretty sure you didn't look at it for too long. How can you be sure it wasn't your own reflection? Again, illusion caused by paranoia could make it look like incredibly scary.

Please don't get me wrong. I'm not saying you're crazy. All I'm saying is that everything that has happened to you can be explained by everyday things going on, but misinterpreted wrong. You must try and relax. If this continues, you should get help. My recommendation would be psychological help (Again, please don't get me wrong - going to a psychologist doesn't mean you're insane), instead of an exorcist, but it's up to you. Best of luck in fixing this problem!

Tiggy · Post by **Tiggy** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 4:50 am

Sorrow: Feels like the music thread is only composed of metalheads and dubstep haters.

Post by **Sleet** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 9:51 am

Joy: There exists a wide variety of music that allows everyone to have their own favorites to enjoy.

Tattorack · Post by **Tattorack** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 5:23 pm

Sorrow: Mettle's life makes me sad.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 5:29 pm

Tattorack wrote:Sorrow: Mettle's life makes me sad.

Don't compare lives with anyone. It only makes you feel bad. Yes, I've had a rough go of it, but don't let it affect you.

Joy: I had a great therapy session today, and I feel great!!

Tattorack · Post by **Tattorack** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 5:34 pm

Joy: my (going to be) poster is coming to life.......... no one would know what I'm talking about......

(

Yes, I've had a rough go of it, but don't let it affect you.

I had my own terrible slice of life, some of witch is too mature to talk about)

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 5:36 pm

Tattorack wrote:
Yes, I've had a rough go of it, but don't let it affect you.
(I had my own terrible slice of life, some of witch is too mature to talk about

Like I said, do not compare lives with anyone. It will only leave you feeling bad.

Seth · Post by **Seth** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 8:59 pm

joy:Gonna have a great weekend for once
Deadmau5 tomorrow
one class friday, followed by things I can't mention here and some zombie movies
Going to the football game saturday
sorrow:I've spent most of my paycheck for this week to go to deadmau5 and the game
sorrow:Got the blue screen of death, need to go to the computer store friday and jump through all the hoops to get it replaced.

Russiarules1 · Post by **Russiarules1** » Wed Oct 19, 2011 10:03 pm

Joy:
Helped school getting some funds for some organization that help people with health issues.

Sorrow:
Police sirens are now louder than usual... or the sirens are closer.
I lost the count of police sirens I have been hearing every day for months. Yeah, I hear police sirens EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.
Welcome to Taco Land.

Kitela · Post by **Kitela** » Thu Oct 20, 2011 4:15 am

Sorrow: I'm Sick
Sorrow: I'm failing a class.
Sorrow: There's water dripping from my ceiling from all this rain.
Sorrow: My best friend is trying to break me up with someone because hes suspicions of her motives. I don't know what his problem is but I'm not mad at him because he actually has a reason.
Sorrow: No matter how many applications I turn in, nobody will hire me.

Joy: Done with school for the week.

TensaZangetsu · Post by **TensaZangetsu** » Thu Oct 20, 2011 1:59 pm

Joy: I. Have finally started to get courage to do things!
Sorrow: I still have a bit of fear in my heart.

Mettlebird · Post by **Mettlebird** » Thu Oct 20, 2011 2:16 pm

Joy: THE ADOPTION GOES THROUGH ON TUESDAY!!! (my step dad is adopting mee~~~)
Sorrow: I don't think i have that 100 average in math anymore

Post by **Sleet** » Thu Oct 20, 2011 2:17 pm

Joy: Numerical methods in biomedical engineering test went really well! No questions on LaGrange multipliers at all!