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Then my sister got a game for said PS3, so I'm set for a few days.
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Is it hunt-ERS or is it hunt-ING that you can't stand? Because there is a difference which must be acknowledged.FlintTheSquirrel wrote:The thing is I never talk to these people and they all live an hour away. My brother talks to them and shares stories every now and then through E-mail.
And there is one thing I can not stand, Hunters, so I stereotype them by what I believe. I see no good in them..... (Personal Feeling)
Joy: Had Christmas Dinner, and soon will be sitting around a fire with my relatives.
Both, I strongly dislike both and would not want to associate myself with anyone who has done that action. I rather not talk about it anymore......ChewyChewy wrote:Is it hunt-ERS or is it hunt-ING that you can't stand? Because there is a difference which must be acknowledged.FlintTheSquirrel wrote:The thing is I never talk to these people and they all live an hour away. My brother talks to them and shares stories every now and then through E-mail.
And there is one thing I can not stand, Hunters, so I stereotype them by what I believe. I see no good in them..... (Personal Feeling)
Joy: Had Christmas Dinner, and soon will be sitting around a fire with my relatives.
Easy there....ReCreate wrote:Joy: Watched the doctor who xmas special that i was looking forward to all month. and it was lovely. ^^
Sorrow: Welp. Well. I'm doing, really, not good anymore, recently. Unfortunately. In thought things are getting worse, Scenario is also getting worse.. even though some things are better! Everything just looks so terribly bad! It's not fair, why can't I just be normal, with normal handlable problems? I guess life is just unfair. Why do I perceive to be faced with constant impossible problems? It's causing me terrible distress and hysteria. >_< Why can't my mind properly remain in positive states, why is it so immensely unstable? I actually have an idea for the answer of the last two. Mentally broken.. I guess. I need to get this resolved ASAP... if only it was even possible. ;~; I hate being silent. I do it far too much. and eventually, i'm going to blow.
(pardon the really, really, difficult to comprehend grammar)
I'm not quite sure. My perception about things to me and myself has a history of being delusional. Quite often. Sometimes it changes quite spontaneously along with my mood. (like right now) But to be honest, I have no idea. When it happens, or if i think about it too much, i feel certain that what i'm seeing is true. It's very difficult and confusing. Though, It's unfortunately not just that (being unable to remain in a positive state of mind). Often i have some quite extreme mood swings, from what i can see. and some.. very odd self conflict. It's quite difficult to explain. It's a bit extreme sometimes, And yet i somehow remain silent all the time. But that's not the main thing anyways.ChewyChewy wrote:Easy there....ReCreate wrote:Joy: Watched the doctor who xmas special that i was looking forward to all month. and it was lovely. ^^
Sorrow: Welp. Well. I'm doing, really, not good anymore, recently. Unfortunately. In thought things are getting worse, Scenario is also getting worse.. even though some things are better! Everything just looks so terribly bad! It's not fair, why can't I just be normal, with normal handlable problems? I guess life is just unfair. Why do I perceive to be faced with constant impossible problems? It's causing me terrible distress and hysteria. >_< Why can't my mind properly remain in positive states, why is it so immensely unstable? I actually have an idea for the answer of the last two. Mentally broken.. I guess. I need to get this resolved ASAP... if only it was even possible. ;~; I hate being silent. I do it far too much. and eventually, i'm going to blow.
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You did say that some things are better, and you even had a joy--that's something. And you said "looks" bad--DOES it just look bad, or IS it bad? IS it just your perception that you're being faced with such problems? Because if that's true, that's at least something. I can't answer why your mind is unable to remain in a positive state, but I don't know that it's necessarily the case that it's mentally broken. You at least have an outlet for your feelings, so you don't have to bottle it up--that's another something good. There is a bright side to all darkness.
I've thought a lot about things and one conclusion I've come to is that what upsets people is a perceived lack of control. Well, no one can control everything, so the only way to get past that is (if it's possible) to try to control whether or not you NEED to have control in the first place. What we need is TRUST. From a young age we have to get by on trust--trusting our parents to take care of us, to make sure we have what we need, and are safe, and are okay in the important respects. Trust is the best weapon against fear, doubt, the negatives.
You're always going to have problems, so what matters is how you handle them while they're happening (try to fix those that are fixable, and if they're not, try not to let it get to you so much--and know the difference), and if you learn anything from the experience. Please try to be patient, if you can. And don't lose hope. Trust.
I don't know if they hate you or are just upset with you, but you don't have to worry about that with me, and I hope I can say the same for everyone else here.ReCreate wrote:I'm not quite sure. My perception about things to me and myself has a history of being delusional. Quite often. Sometimes it changes quite spontaneously along with my mood. (like right now) But to be honest, I have no idea. When it happens, or if i think about it too much, i feel certain that what i'm seeing is true. It's very difficult and confusing. Though, It's unfortunately not just that (being unable to remain in a positive state of mind). Often i have some quite extreme mood swings, from what i can see. and some.. very odd self conflict. It's quite difficult to explain. It's a bit extreme sometimes, And yet i somehow remain silent all the time. But that's not the main thing anyways.
But yes, It is good that i have a way to vent, I just hesitate to a lot, because i feel that if i say anything, people will hate me for a reason or another. It seemed to have happened before.. once again, i didn't get any sort of verification on whether it's true or not, but my mind can't come to a conclusion that it agrees on. also yes, that is true, but I've kind of omitted some things, sorry, it's an odd habit. related to my previous statement. There's some things that i rather not disclose publicly due to the volatile nature. and hence, i speak as general as possible. Though, sorry if my message is not very comprehensible right now. Thank you though.
That's a very nice camera you have there. you should have taken a picture of the camera with the camera itself.Cm4F wrote:JOY!!!!
I GOT A NEW CANON FROM SANTA!!!
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If the police receive a welfare concern or potential kidnapping call, they have to make contact with the 'victim' to verify that they're OK. What if they're being held against their will, slowly bleeding to death in a back room? Additionally, breath tests are sometimes used to determine whether someone has ingested a dangerous amount of alcohol. The police officers presumably don't know your aunt or her family. It sounds like they played by the book to me, except the cops here would have called EMS for a patient evaluation, too.Mettlebird wrote:Sorrow: My Christmas-eve party was totally ruined. We were at my aunt's, and there was a huge party like there is every year, and like every year, the sisters (referring to my aunts) drank too much. Well, my one aunt decided to go walk it off with her husband and son. Well, she tripped and fell. Her husband and son picked her up and carried her back to the house. The idiot neighbors called the cops. My aunt was laying in bed trying to recover from the fall and her being super-drunk. The police freaking barge on into the house AGAINST OUR WILL and go into the bedroom. They wake up my aunt, they basically harass her, then they force her to do a BREATHALYZER! She was laying in BED, trying to RECOVER, and against our whole family's wishes, they just went right on in. But the fact that they made her do a BREATHALYZER while laying in BED trying to SLEEP, not even in a CAR and not DRIVING, and the fact that they pretty much harassed her husband and son, it's just outrageous! I mean, come on! Do we not have any rights in our own homes!? >.>
DUDE! Tamales!Russiarules1 wrote:Joy:
Finally did that video.
Tamales!
...Mettlebird wrote:Sorrow: My mate broke up with me.
Sorrow: Because they didn't think it was 'real.'
Sorrow: They tried to tell me what I was feeling.
Sorrow: They'd been planning it for a week.
Sorrow: Totally heartbroken right now.
D:RandomGeekNamedBrent wrote:Sorry to hear that, Mettle. I hopeyou find someone else. or your mate comes around.
Sorrow: my entire family is sick. including me. I've thrown up 3 times today. T.T